09 October 2014

October Vignettes, Day 9

It's raining again. It's been raining all week, and I've said and will say again, It's time to hibernate and wake up in March. This is not a bad feeling, particularly given my insomnia. Wanting to sleep is better than not wanting to sleep. Everything else feels like it's being held at a distance from me; I'm paranoid. I woke up at 4 again, after going to sleep at 8 and getting up at 10 and then 1 and then 2. I'll just stop trying. Keep pushing ahead with my plans. Stop exercising everyday after this month. Try to get some sleep.